Why do we sleep through Church, but stay awake for a 3 hour movie? Why is it hard to pray, but easy to cuss? Why is it hard to repost a Godly bulletin, but easy to repost the mean ones? Why can people worship a celebrity, but not God? Gonna ignore this? Afraid to get laughed at? The Lord said “If you deny me in front of your friends, I will deny you in front of my Father.” Re-blogg this if you believe in Jesus.
the video i just posted made me tear up and feel so happy.
i seriously cannot WAIT to get married. the IDEA of loving someone so much that i will give up my last name for them and my life for them and the fact that i can love someone so exceptionally and not care about anyone else but them is thrilling enough. but i would be lying if i didn’t say i’m a little more excited about the actual wedding day. the walking down the aisle, the dress, the preparations, the bridesmaids and groomsmen, the pastor (I REALLY REALLY REALLY want pastor rich jr. to minister my wedding bc he’s just so handsome and is the reason i am so close to God now. His messages changed my life, like gstuff), the DRESS, my husband-to-be looking sooo good, the food, the decorations, the flowergirl, the ringbearer, the music, the crying, the vows, just everything.
and then i think, how can people get divorced? don’t they remember their wedding day and how in love with that person they were? don’t they remember all the love and time and money put into the relationship? i’ve had one official boyfriend in my life, and i’ve dated 3 other guys, and i was never the one to break it off. not one time. bc when i get in a relationship, i never imagine it ending. and if things go bad, i just suck it up and stick it out and pray for the tide to come in and wash the hurt away. i don’t quit. i think it’s great that i’m like that at such a young age, and i understand why the young, dumb boys i dated weren’t committed because it was a HIGH SCHOOL RELATIONSHIP (let’s get real, here) but i don’t believe in divorce. i don’t believe in breaking up. even if the person cheats, even if they lie, even if they hurt you emotionally or physically (except, i’m gonna hit you back if you hit me—-in a loving way), you made the vows and once upon a time, something in you told you that you were irrevocably in love with them. getting married is a big and serious thing. if you were willing to do it and you didn’t do it on the whim and you were in the right state of mind when you did it, why would you sign a paper that voids all of that? all because of a fight? or an affair? or some other garbage excuse?
i pray to God that i find someone that has this same mindset and will get on their knee and offer me a ring. and i pray to God that that person comes at the right time. it doesn’t have to be now, or in two years or in 10 years. whenever it is right, whenever i’m in love and they’re equally or more in love with me.
i should be a wedding photographer/planner, i love this stuff, i swear.
I. If Thou Art A Bitch Ass Nigga, Thou Shalt Not Breathe II. Puff Puff Giveth III. Thou Shalt Not Snitch IV. Thou Shalt Not Loveth Thy Hoe V. Thou Shalt Not Knocketh The Hustle VI. Real Shalt Recognize Real VII. Thou Shalt Not Pop Bottles On Models VIII. It’s No Fun If The Homies Giveth None IX. Never Covet Thy Neighbors Bitch X. Fucketh The Police